had a dream
there was a pond outside my house. there were lots of fish in it and when you threw something inside they would flop around and the whole surface of the water would just turn into nothing but thrashing fish.
he and i used to go throw things in it a lot. i thought it was fun.
he was one of my only friends, he wasn't very happy. his home was really messed up. sometimes he said things that scared me.
one day he told me he heard that if a person drowned and was saved then that person was going to die by drowning.
i told him i didn't believe that and he said that we could test it, and then he shoved me into the pond
all the fish started freaking out and I was underneath all of them and i couldn't tell if i was sinking or floating or where the surface was and i was flailing and then the water started to look green and then black and i couldn't breathe
and then he pulled me out
and he said that when i died we could see who was right and who was wrong