Wednesday, September 14, 2011

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I don't want to die. I never did.

Opal wanted to die, but that was a long time ago.

Oh cruel irony, now it's her trying to fix me.

That doesn't make much sense does it? Probably not even to her.

But she's an oblivious idiot. That probably won't ever change.

If she wasn't, she wouldn't have fallen asleep out here next to me. If I had gone under she would've been dead.

But that won't ever happen to me. Kittykins doesn't like me that much.

When you wake up and read this Opal, try not to do something stupid. I read this, and so far you aren't doing too bad staying positive so don't let me wreck it. But at the same time I wish you weren't so trustworthy. It makes me feel worse when I know things you don't. The world isn't kind like you wish it was. You're theory about perfection and evil isn't one I support.

I still have a little while, I know that much. But only a little while.

I really thought I could do it. That I would be the one who finally ended it. I didn't even come close. I'm an idiot too.

keep yourself safe, and stay out of the woods.

hes watching us. i can see him. you can too. and your friend.

i hear the voices and i have to go. dont listen to them opal. it drowns out who you are.

itstooearly. goawaygoawaygoawaygoawaygoawaygoaway.

i was always frightened of you.

cut the roots.

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1 comment:

  1. 270.
    I have no idea what that has to do with anything.
    Also, oh dear.

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