Well I Finally Figured It Out

I'm living in the Matrix. That's what it is! I'm living in the Matrix. All I have to do is find find some guy in a long black leather jacket with super reflective sunglasses and I'll be fine from there on out.

I watched it for the first time with Anne tonight. We were by one of those One Dollar Rental vending machines, and I'd never seen it and I wasn't getting any of the references I'd kept finding on the blogs.

You know how sometimes you'll find things that seem so ironic you start wondering if it's less than a coincidence. That's what this movie was like.

I mean the Alice in Wonderland quotes were creepy enough, what with Aggy's user name at all. But after a while, when they started talking about how the reason Neo was believing crap was because he was expecting to wake up.

It was like those scary reflective glasses were about to turn their mirror shades on me.

I didn't watch the end. I got out of the car and rented The Frog Princess, and we watched that instead. Much less ironic thank you very much.

The more I reread my blog and the other blogs, the weirder it feels. Like no matter what I'm looking at it just feels like everything leads right back to this blog and all the crap going on inside it.

I thought this wasn't going to be my damn diary anymore. Didn't I say that like four hours ago? 

Ughh...I'm getting cranky cause I'm sick. I need to stop sounding so sarcastic, it is the lowest form of humor. I'm already low enough as it is.

Tomorrow Anne and I are going to try something different...I came up with the idea this morning and we mulled it over during dinner. Anne thinks it's crazy, but she thinks everything we've done has been crazy and that hasn't stopped her from doing it. I think she's buying into more than she wants to admit.

This morning I read that one of August's friends is going to escort some guy to Nevada. He's researching something and according to his email, and I quote, "Everything points to Nevada."

Remember what I was saying about Irony.

Well if you think about all the stuff that would cause Nevada to be a bit abnormal, (besides all the Elvis wannabe's and crazy drunk gamblers,) you come out with one place.

Area 51.

Yep...Were going to go check it out, see what we can find. Hopefully Camo-Dudes won't snipe us or anything. If there's a place Aggy might have gone, that's the best I can think of. It's close, and it's probably the reason she was in Nevada in the first place.

Who knows, maybe Slender Man really is the big secret they've kept hidden in that place. Maybe he's an alien.

One way to find out.

Starting to wish I'd taken the blue pill.

- Opal